"I pray for this heart to be unbroken."I'm an insomniac. I cannot deal with life. I am not training well. My heart is beating irregularly. I will probably not play a good season.
AND I STILL FUCKING HATE YOU.
I don't know why, despite my tight schedule, I am still able to find time to dislike you. Maybe you really are that
despicable..
Lately..
We haven't been doing well.
What if I give up?
I'm not sure I am strong enough to carry this whole on my shoulders. I'm only fit for half.
Help.
I'm crying for help.
I don't mean to be so emotional.
But I really am not happy.
I LOVE LORRAINE MY BUDDYBUDDY.