I want more time to myself. To think, to reflect, to remember, to imagine, to realise.
Deep down inside, I know I've a pretty rotten heart. And most of the time, I'm just trying to suppress this side of me. But as time go by, it's getting harder to be an angel that family and society expect you to be.
There are so many things I want to prevent, so many people I want to stab, so many things I want to say, but if I do any of these, I'm no longer the person I am and want to be.
And they say girls are hard to figure...
I can only wonder why.
