Woke up and realised I was strawberry shortcakesly late for the AJ match. The day went downhill after.
I have never played hockey as shitty as today in my entire life, seriously. It was just superlatively bad, so bad that I cried after the game. I mean, it ended in a 3-1 victory, but my game was an exploitation of mankind.
If I was so off on any other day, in any other match, it wouldn't have mattered as much as it did this morning. The reason why I was so upset was because I am off-form three days away from our first match of the season. The way I played today was awfully repulsive, and if I was Sir, I would not put me in First Eleven.
Today, I hate myself very much.
I could say my midfield wasn't helping me. I could say the backline did not play as a unit. But these are merely excuses which are used to delude myself further. Fact is I sucked, and it remains the fact of the day.
=.(
Tomorrow, I will redeem myself in my last match against TPJC. I will prove to myself and anyone who wants to know, that I will not be lowered down to the newbie level again.
Please God, help.
