Every training is another weight added to my burdened life.
I am miserablegal@hotmail.com and www.suicidalzx.com.
I wanted to excuse myself to go cry during training today. My team was fucked up, and guess who fucked it up.
Me.
I can never be good enough in Sir's eyes. I won't get into the first team, I know it. It hurts but it's the truth. I'll just try to be a good substitute then, at least it's comforting to know that I was once a regular part of Nordin's first team. One that is too much to let go.
I don't want to cry during training but I always feel like it.
My life suckzxzxzx.
