I skipped school again. It's been the third time since school started. Compared to my record of zero since Primary 1, this is absolutely unacceptable.
What's with my immunity nowadays.
I know I haven't been the nicest person to some, and I'm sorry for that. Just, things aren't going as smoothly for me as I would like. Hockey, family, this girl, that guy, it just adds to the plethora of problems that I have already collected. In school, I try to maximise the fun that I can have, like Fengshui Club for example, and the endless mockery of certain people. But at the end of the day, these jokes are not timeless.
I have so many things to say, but I have no idea how to start. If you asked me in person if there was anything I'd like to talk about, I'll just tell you 'no', much as I want to speak up. Even writing it down is not easy.
Living without support is hard, and I'm not talking about finances. Monetarily, I am comfortable. Morally, I have no one. I don't even live with my direct family. I don't even get to see them once a fortnight. And my closer friends are across the country and twice as busy.
Hardly anyone is on the same wavelength as me. I wish Lace could attend school at RJ with me, we'll tear down the school with our crazy antics I'm sure. But too bad, that's not going to happen in this lifetime.
Why so melancholic today?
Blame it on bad fengshui. I think the maid moved the fishtank by a degree or something. Either that or the window is closed.
I'm sorry.
