YOU TORE MY FAMILY APART.Last night, when I came home from my second house, the better one, my mother wanted to tell me what happened earlier on. Apparently, there was a big showdown between my mother and the fucking maid, with the fucking grandmother and the fucking aunt as catalyst. At 700 degree Celcius.
And apparently too, I didn't want to listen. My mother was forced to send me a text through with phone to tell me. I walked into her room sometime later to take something, and I saw her crying.
My heart broke.
But no, I didn't ask her what's wrong. It was 1am in the morning.
She went to sleep crying. I went to sleep clueless.
The next morning which was just now, from 8:57am to 9:38am, the fucking grandmother and the fucking grandfather was bitching about my mother and I. For those whom I have told before, the fucking useless grandparents have gone through trials and tribulations and finally split at the tender age of 75 because they could not take each other's shitty nonsense anymore. They were not on talking terms, in fact, everytime they talk, it would never cease to evolve into a verbal abuse session.
So why were they agreeing with each other like today is the last day to live?
I sure hoped it was. They don't deserve to live any longer, those fucking pricks. They used my mother as a common topic, to bitch about and to curse. Fuckers. I am wishing with all my soul that the fucking prick of a grandmother dies of a heart attack later tonight. The fucking grandfather can slowly rot with AIDs.
My mother, while she might not be entirely innocent, was not wholly at fault either. The fucking maid killed all of us. She single-handedly brought about the downfall of my family. She's even better than Alexander the Great who conquered the Persian Empire. This evil wretched woman killed us and tore us apart, the Tang family can never live in harmony ever again.
Are you happy now?
But what infuriated me most, was how the catastrophic grandmother managed to shoot down every possible lie that could have ever been told, in 5 minutes flat.
I pretended I was asleep, so that the bitchy grandmother and her daughter dearest could continue they evil ways cursing everyone on the block. She, the older and dying bitch, said that I am a failure and I would be useless in future.
Fuck you. In this entire Extended family, I scored the highest for PSLE, got myself into Raffles Junior College, and am the only one who actually has dreams of going to study overseas. In the coming O'Levels, I will also be the highest scorer. And you know why? It's not because I am a smart nor hardworking, it is because of the fact that NOT A SINGLE PERSON in this family proves to be any competition at all. For fuck's sake, Kenneth dropped from Express to Normal Academic in Outram this year as he is a fucking pussy who is as smart as the garden downstairs. Linus is in Queenstown Express, only waiting to drop to Normal. Michelle, Jonathan, and the two useless cousins next door, ALL went to Poly. I'm not saying Poly is lousy, but fact is, I am more successful than them already. There is no argument.
She also said that when I grow up, I will become the most unfilial bitch to my father.
Blasphemy, I love my father more than you love money and horseracing. You were like a pig, you had 7 children with that disgusting husband of yours. Two died, four pretended to die so they won't have to support you. Who left? My father. He is the only one who is decent to you. What you said, about me, only happened because you do not want to be the only one suffering this kind of fate. I tell you, old hag, evil begets evil. I will become one of the most filial children in the history of the Tang Family. May you rest in peace.
She said that my guitar, hockey stick, cameras, shoes were useless.
I say, you lived too long to move with the times. I do not just 'sun' my guitar, I do fiddle with it once in a while. And as for my hockey sticks, NO ONE INSULTS MY HOCKEY STICKS. My father didn't buy them for me, with reference to your allegation. My mother gave me money, I saved up, I bought my own Grays stick. The Malik one was a Christmas gift from my maternal aunties, at least they were nice about it. The only difference you and your jobless daughter made was a negative one.
I know you said many other things. With that foul mouth of yours, it only took a short 5 minutes to curse my mother, my father, my brother, our house, our money and everything about me. I've had enough of your redundant existance.
Even if I'm not running away from home like I should, I will move out. Come end of December, I will never have to see the fucking useless face of yours and your evil daughter. Just because you have lived a life of hardship, doesn't mean you should inflict pain upon others and catalyse the breaking down of MY family. My idea of a family is: 1 mother, 1 father, 1 brother, me. No fucking grannys, no fucking aunties, and no fucking pussy for a maid.
I haven't shared my thoughts about the maid yet.
I don't think I can finish, but I will try.
I hope you know what you did. You wanted more pay, more leave, more shopping. NOTHING COMES SO EASY FUCKING DIPSHIT. If you negotiated with my mother who is your employer nicely, I believe an agreement could be reached. BUT NO! You 'secretly' complained to the old hag, the old hag's daughter, the old hag's AIDs-infected husband, and my father. Everyone but the right person. This way, you managed to sow discord and break all ties which we had, if any. Your attitude honestly sucks. As a maid, a waged worker, you are not entitled to scold my brother nor me nor tear families apart. Guess what, asswipe, that's exactly what you did. Thank you very much for that.
Everyone needs someone to tear their families apart. Most of the time, it is some whoreface, a worthless slut. YOU ARE THAT PERSON TODAY. You might not be a whore but you sure dress like one. 85DD is your breast size. Your bra can easily suffocate my brother, your mouth can bring down the Great Wall of China.
All these, you didn't do.
All you did was to tear my family apart. I hope terrorists bomb your plane when you travel back to Indonesian poverty.
I want my happy family back.
